dude I think you now relieze now that maybe that was a bad idea. I mean unhonestly you got your self in a shit hole with cheyenne and audire but yeah I would think that one over if I were you but hey I love ya nay nay..

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yeah thanks love you too!...i need to tell Cheyenne and I told john that I was gunna tell her and now he won't talk to me...I mean I really think he Hates me...
I really really like him and now they expect me to just not be around him...that's not gunna work...and you know what's even harder on me...the temptation that on friday morning she won't be home and my parents won't be either...I wanta go to his house so badly it hurts...I hope I'm not hooked on him...I HOPE TO GOD IT'S NOT LOVE...I don't want that in my mind...even for a second...but you know what?...sadly it's a possibility...I don't know what to do...if they break up and he doesn't hate me...I think that I (being stupid and in(dare I say it)love) would get with him...I know it might ruin me and cheyenne's friendship but...I dunno I think that I'd be happier with him...she's a friend but not a best friend or a friend who can comfort me the way he does...

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~: Death is only ovecome by true love that only you can have in your heart...I for one DON'T believe this bullshit but it's a good saying:~

well I am glad that everything had worked out but honestly it's not love. You have no idea what love is and I am sorry I love you jeanay and I would hate to see something bad happen to your friendship with john and cheyenne so I would just not worry about it anymore and just know that people care about you HINT HINT!!! and they don't want to see you get hurt..

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thanks I love you too...I know you guys only want the best for me but it seems everytime I get something good for me *cough* tim *cough* I screw it up...and now it seems that it may happen again...

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~: Death is only ovecome by true love that only you can have in your heart...I for one DON'T believe this bullshit but it's a good saying:~

with who??

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danny...he's such a sweetheart to me and yet I'm using him...

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~: Death is only ovecome by true love that only you can have in your heart...I for one DON'T believe this bullshit but it's a good saying:~

OMG jeanay your such a dork!!! I love you anyway

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