omg he is such a freakin perv...but somehow I just can't stop liking him...he seems like he likes me back but he's going out with cheyenne...and everytime me and him are alone he always tries something...wether it's reaching for my boobs, butt, or crotch...he's just all over me...but when she's around he'll just as innocent with her as he is trouble around me.It's so not cool...is he just using me?I dont know but man is he a good kisser *sighs* and he can always give me butterflies...oh well I'll write more about this later...ttyl

ok I think I'm going guy crazy...I'm turning into jessi...AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! omg help me...you have no idea how confusing all these guys are to me...ok I have 4 guys who either like me or want me to like them...and I like 3 guys and one of them is an major NO! when it comes to dating...AHHHHHHHHHH! I'm sooooooooo...I'm confused...plz give me some advice if you can...

omg I'm sooo confused...ok this guy named Nathan is a sophmore and he's soooo cute. I like him but up until friday I didn't think he ever knew I existed...but yeah so far 2 of my really close friends have told me that he likes me and well I don't believe it but I wish it was true and after thinking about it all the way home I kinda convinced myself that he may, indeed, like me but I wanta make sure before I follow through with my homecoming plans...don't ask...anyway I asked a friend of mine and his best friend's gf wether he liked someone or not...and well she pretty much told me that I was like the 4th person to ask her this week...that made me feel really great *sarcasim* so I kinda lost all hope on him...but I don't know maybe it'll change but until then wish me luck!

Ok just so everyone knows I have Band, English 12, Chemistry, Government/Econ, Choir, Concept fitness, and Geometry for classes this year...just so everyone knows. Ok now that that's outta the way, I have news to tell yous...I have decided to stay with Tim for a while longer...Yes, yes. I know, I know. I couldn't do it...I do love him but he needs to help keep this relationship afloat...and so far it's the Titanic...Sunk and broken in half...but when school starts again it'll get better...I hope.

well this is my new account and I hope that this one won't be as ...ehhh...what's the word...boring. That's it, Boring. Anyway I'll be adding more to this account so I'll keep you posted.

And to Tim,who I love and would gladly give my life up for his happiness, I love you more that you will ever know and I know that you get kind worried about me sometimes because I may get all quiet or depressed but I won't do anything stupid, Trust me. You know how you're always wondering what's wrong? nothing IS wrong but I'm normally just thinking about how lucky I am to have someone beside me who cares as much as you do and to help me feel better,nomatter what the topic is, even though you maynot even realize you're doing it. I Love you and always will


~Jeanay